South Node in Pisces
On the most basic level, you feel helpless. Bad things happen to you, and all you can do is suffer through them. You're not alone, of course, you feel everyone else's pain as well. You tend to gravitate towards people that you feel sorry for, and sacrifice yourself for them (not that it really end up helping them). When it gets to be overwhelming, you withdraw into your escape-of-choice, a fantasy world often lubricated by alcohol or drugs. You do have dreams for a better life, but it's just so hard to get it together to make them happen. Lost and confused, you drift through a life that has so much potential.North Node in Virgo
You are finally discovering the magic word - "No". When you feel an urge to give up, you can say no. When's someone's pain is calling you to sacrifice for them, you can say no. When confronted with a problem, instead of bemoaning your fate, you now engage your brain. You analyze problems and come up with solutions that prevent pain. You learn that hard work is not a curse but a pleasure. You enjoy your increasing skills and mastery of your chosen craft. Your fantasies now stand a good chance of being realized.Nodes Prev Next